Crap, I can't believe I waited this long to log back in and talk to the world again. Like anybody even knows about this blog to care. :D So I'm back in school again -- my third term out of seven. This time it's all about civil law, baby! Civil Procedure I and Torts! I get to play John Edwards for 10 weeks -- whee!!!
So things with Michael have gone from okay to great to crappy, all in the space of about 6 weeks. He says that he loves me, but he and I had a fairly big dust-up a couple of weeks ago about how I'm dealing with my son. I am finally learning that I don't have to fight him for control. I *am* the mommy, and I outrank him on every occasion. No need to argue about who's right, cuz I win by default. I'm also learning how not to yell at Allen all the time, and to make and enforce rules calmly. Michael may not like how and what I enforce, but we're also talking about a 37-year-old man who's scarcely held a job in his whole life and still lives off his mom, so.....
Alan and I went out for the lunch date, and then he never called me back. Oh well. No spark there anyway. So now I've answered an ad posted by a girl on Craig's List. She's f***in' hot too!! Hope this one goes past the "let's have coffee and never talk again" stage.
Hmmm.....I may post again later today. I have to cruise soon to go to the food bank with Michael and his mom. I'm still a bit conflicted about him. I love him, but I also know that I'm more mature than he is in many ways. And I'm learning not to be so damn intimidated by his life experience anymore. So that's that. Gonna go see if I can start a list of links on this here fine li'l blog, and make it a bit more interesting.
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