Updates and perspectives...

So I've now tried to add some organization to my life -- for instance, I now have multiple folders in my email account, according to stuff I get regularly. So stuff for my iTunes account, and my insurance account, and old junk from Michael and now new things from Jordan! Yaay! I'm also being more organized at work, and feeling like I am strong enough to ask for help when I really need it, but also recognizing when I'm just looking for external validation. My manager reminds me constantly that he trusts me, so I should trust myself. Funny how I can hear that from my dad and it goes in one ear and out the other, but Anthony.....

So now I have another writing assignment...as though this blog and my Facebook weren't enough! Jordan has sent me some wonderful essays with his recollections of our budding relationship. I really enjoy seeing these things through his eyes, and I think I should return the favor. I also want to write things down so I can analyze as I go along and make sure I don't see anything in hindsight that puts up red flags. So far it seems really good and I don't want to mess it up. So I guess I keep putting one foot in front of the other and just live.